Jumbleation

I have this terrible habbit of wanting to be somewhere or do something that I can't have. Example: I have a hard time enjoying college while I am there. When I was in high school I couldn't wait to be in college. Now that I am there I just want to graduate and have a real career where I actually make money. Sometimes I will flirt with guys and try to get them to like me even if I know that we wouldn't be good together or I am not really that interested. I just think it is fun to try and see how sucessful I am. Right now I am trying to enjoy the fact I am at home with my family and dogs. I miss all of my friends. I miss Shelly, my twin. I miss Shawna who makes me laugh so hard I pee my pants. I miss the times when I didn't have to worry about a baby spitting up or peeing all over me. I wish I lived in Utah so I could see a certain someone more often. I love living with my family. We have a beautiful garden that I could sit and smell all day. Right now I am eating a giant, cold dilectible piece of watermelon. I am happy but a little restless.

The Worst Suprise Ever

I went to the dentist yesterday. I was actually pretty excited because I love going to the dentist and I hadn't gotten a cleaning since I started college. As part of filling out my mission papers I have to go to a dentist and make sure that my teeth will be ok for the next 18 months. I do not have all of my teeth, some molars are missing and my wisdom teeth are too.
When the nurse brought in my x-rays I nearly passed out. I thought it was a joke. No no no those aren't mine! They look fake! Can I get a second oppinion! I just stared at those two little mennacing teeth. Where on earth did they come from?! The dentist told me that I should get them removed, and he's right because I don't have any teeth to match them on the bottom and so they will just keep growing and growing. I can pull them or get implants. I started laughing when he suggested implants because I thought it was so rediculous.
So here I am in the middle of finals week, moving on Friday and I'm getting my wisdom teeth removed today. Probably not y best idea ever... but when I set out to do something I am bound and determined to do no matter what. I will just pray for Wolverine's super power to temporarily exist in my body.

Why?!

I really like this guy but he won't ask me out. This is frustrating. And sad and I am not a patient person in this department. Maybe he just isn't interested. I am so tired of dating.

Andrew Bird

I am boycotting ugly hair

I am so sick of ugly hair! Why do people choose to look like idiots!? Here are some faux paus I hope to never see again once I leave Idaho.

Do you want your hair to look like an animal just died on top of your head?! Seriously that's what these ladies look like.

Why would you wear a headband this way? You look like you belong in a science fiction film, and I don't mean that in a good way!

Here is something I have a hard time understanding. People who protest animal cruelty but they support abortion. I know that this has been an explosive and sensitive subject for years. Yesterday in my dramatic literature class we were talking about the post modern age in which we live in. People's values and world views are different from what they used to be. People are not comfortable with the ideas of fixed truths. Also political actions are very important. This is what I struggle with. Proposition 8 passed, which I did support, along with two other propositions. One allows girls 12 years old to get an abortion without parental consent. The other proposition required farm animals to have a certain amount of space and room to walk around. I just have a hard time understanding why animals would be more important than people. I love animals and I think animal abuse is horrible and awful. I have to leave the room whenever one of those comercials comes on with Sarah McGlaklan. Here is my point: if animals have rights why don't unborn babies. Legaly they are considered human. In the trial of Scott Peterson he was tried for double homocide because he killed his pregnant wife. I was just thinking about this today and I needed to get my thoughts out. Thanks for listening.

Clothing with a Cause

In my search for the perfect bridesmaid dress I happend upon this website. They sell t-shirts and they all cost $38. The proceeds feed one orphan in Africa for a month. They are acutally pretty cool shirts and some of the designs are inspired by the children. So cool! Here are my favs.